The grief monster has reared its head once again, grabbing me by the throat, pinned me to the wall, saying: “you will grieve...”
Are you living your life as you want to? Or just following a script neatly typed up for your convenience?
I wrote this post on 29 January 2017, but never published it, it was too raw, too difficult for me to read back, let alone to allow it to be read by people out there in the ether of the online world. I have done a lot of personal healing and growing since this very bleak day earlier this year, so now I feel I am ready to let it go and allow others to see the raw emotions that made me write it in the first place.